The Last Wall

My soul is devoured
How long has black rain
Shattered within me
Tainting the sharp edges
Into melted shards of
Flimsy broken rubber
Demolished, I am
Angel angel
Where the fuck did you go
To lollipops and sugar plums
And sick sweet cotton candy clouds
I can’t go
But I don’t
I don’t want to be here.
I’ve learned all about
The dark pathetic
Churning souls of the damned
Please, I want to leave
Dull, slanted, sick
And the slow ache of a soul
Shredded into near-oblivion
I’m never going to leave
I’m covered in dust
Not even seeing life
No one remembers
I barely do
I don’t remember me
How could you?
Let go
Be a shadow
Or a demon
Vying for the crushed life within the lost hope and the broken vows see you seeing them how could you how could you fuck you you piece of shit dare slam fantasies in my face bruising numbed from inside out. Try try tire sink into sleep illusion, daydream gone no apology just a slow desent into what you’re too good to be and too stupid to see laugh at you smolder burn. Yeah you’ll learn sugar The last wall came tumbling down and the ghosts sang “rainbows and butterflies, Hurt me and tell me lies”