im tempted to say the things that ring in my mind,
but I just wipe my hands on my jeans and proceed through the day;
[breathe,watch you,suffocate,then fade away.]
my lungs are sore from the niccotine I stain them with,
but each cigarette is an instant comfort on my tongue.
[when you walked away, my heart stung.]
I can taste the cyanide on your lips,
and I can't pull myself away from the certain tragedy;
[if one of us is going to die, I pray to god it's me.]
you're like a car wreck, or maybe a fire,
so horrible, but so beautiful I cant look away.
[your flames lap at my face.]
you protrude into my dreams,
even when another boy makes me have butterflies;
[I still love you deep down inside.]
-lacerationxllama
