Here It Comes......

I hang my head again... receiving the blow...
I cross over into darkness...
Where did you go???

There's no light..I remain in the zone..
There's bits left... hardly remaining..
I can't do this on my own...

My soul aches..my heat burns...
The very breath of me... gone..
To hear your voice...I yearn..

Confusion and misunderstandings left me standing here...
Depression takes over...
Loosing you was my worst fear

The pits of the unerworld rising up against me...
I don't even trust myself..
I've become my worst enemy...

I hate myself...everything that's occured...
..frustration..
I've become hidden within my own shell....

This won't get better...I already see....I've been forsaken....
I can't cope...
I don't understand why this keeps happening to me

Your words break me... leaving me defenseless...
Help make me whole...
You've got to help me get rid of this...

You said noting would ever crumble in a day... as long as you were around..
But you pulled the trigger yourself
...and my whole world came crashing down

On my knees I plead...I'll never again be on track....
You loved me..I thought you did...
But then again you never said it back...