Life

I've always dreamed of the day I would be on my own
When I face the day to be released from home
Not relying on my parents for anything
Changing my life up a little bit by the day
Getting my license before age 21
Which hasn't happened yet
Having a house to call "ours"
As is in my boyfriend & I
Guess Im not grown up enough for that yet
I just feel I could of had things different
Truth is I've always had things handed to me
I was that spoiled brat everyone would talk about
I could picture everyone saying "She don't know what the real worlds about"
Which I admit I probably don't
My life's not as hard as you would figured it to be
I own a business  and thats my main thing
I feel like I should never go elsewhere
Maybe everything will fall apart if I left
I feel different, but just cant get motivated to get a job somewhere else
Personally I wish I had it harder to know what life really is
I guess I wont ever live a life of my own
Till then I guess I'm going to pretend
Pretend everything is okay
Most of all pretend it was all planned this way