The Joining Of Friends Or Is It The End?

What is the since of trying to make everybody happy?
Why can't they just forget about it and move on?
It is over and done with.
But I understand that things do go wrong.

You have to face what there in front of you.
It is not about the past.
Friendship should be forever.
You have to talk it out and make it last.

Some people do not realize this.
But people do try.
I know that your feelings are hurt.
But you do not see the tears that I cry.

I cry every night of things that have been done.
I cry almost every millisecond that I am alone.
Tears run down my face and I let them fall.
And I see that blade that is in front and I grab a hold and use pressure because no one really knows.

The things I do and the things I say.
Are two totally different things amongst us.
You have to have loyalty, faith, love, and other things too.
But the most important one of all is trust.

We get past the fighting and say what we want.
But does it really matter all in the end when everything has been fought.
I try to bring as much as I can and redeem my soul.
But I sold my heart along too and yet there are still things I need that people have not brought.

I have needs too but not like every one Else's.
My needs are in my heart and forever will they stay.
It break my heart to see you cry or being depressed and mad.
But maybe if I was never born things would not be this way.

As I fall heartlessly to the ground and watch everything  up rise.
I see what could have been and what should have been.
Without me here is a fairytale that is no able to come.
Not that I have died and left you alone I have my love that I still send.

To those who feel like they have not understood why people think and feel the way they do. I know what you feel. I am getting it first hand. But all you have to do is let it all go. What is meant to be will fall in its place. The more you fight it the more it will strain you. Let everything do its job. Just let them put the effort. Do as much as you can but only half way. It is there job to make their move. Do not listen to stereotypes or try and resist the feeling of neglect. IF you see that blade do not touch it. It leaves unwanted scars. Face the fears that are there. And pretty soon life will come into play.