Oh the Memories of You

I wish I could forget it all,
The memories we made,
It hurts to remember any of it,
It hurts to feel this way.

I only wish you cared enough,
to not want to let me go,
to not want to let me do this to us,
to want to let us grow.

Whenever I look at the stars,
I remember the hill it all started,
how you held me as the night went on,
I'd never been so happy hearted.

We talked and laughed while the moon was high,
when you'd kiss me all would go askew,
Everything on my mind disappeared,
except my love for you.

You were so easy to talk to,
I could tell you whatever was on my mind,
You smile made my heart melt,
You were always so gentle and kind.

I remember you said I was beautiful,
Said you'd love me forever,
We danced and you even sang to me,
Life was magical when we were together.

All that I can now remember,
Is the day I sunk so low,
I broke my own heart when I said,
I had to let you go.

I realized there soon after,
Im not ready at all to do that,
Id give everything I have and more,
To be able to go back.

I wanna feel you in my arms again,
I want to know that you are mine,
I want to feel that love again,
The one which no words could define.

But I screwed it up so badly,
With thoughts of you now im always so distracted,
And I have none to blame but myself,
Because I didnt think before I acted.

And now I cant forget any of it,
and it cant be fixed by anything I do,
But I'd give anything to relive,
The memories I had with you.