So Close

I'm so close to that edge
Of right and wrong
Life and Death
Staying and Leaving
I don't know up from down
If I should scream
Or maybe cry
Or maybe just bite
My lip and let it all pass me by
I'm so close to just leaving
Not even bothering to
Pack my things
Walking away from
Everyone
Because nobody really cares
Right?
I'm so close to falling apart
So how the heck do I say
Strong?
I'm so close to just giving in
Because right now
I'm so close to forever
Gone