Causing h.a.r.m to ----> the body
will {k e e p} the mind
o
f
f
PROBLEMS ,
wont it?
I f.i.x.a.t.e my sight on
a ‡wall‡
My body ~t-r-e-m-b-l-e-s~ in fear,
for even that;
could be a /w/e\a/p\o/n\
in my de:s:i:r:ed quest for pain
*alleviation*
It }hurts{ to close my eyes
t h o u g h t s I don’t want to think
keep c~r~e~e~p~i~n~g kcab into my brain.
Such a stupid p a t t e r n
of p•ai•n and g-u-i-l-t,
¿WH¥ do I want it?
It would harm [more] than just my skin.
My blood would
d
r
i
p
and f>>l>>o>>w
only to {infect} others with s;o;r;r;o;w.
I SCREAM
[No relief]
I ;;cry;;
[Just MORE p.a.i.n]
Do I fear the l..o..o..k of the s\c/a\r/s
or the effects of them ?
P
L
E
A
S
E
someone tell |me|
is this all just the stupidity of a girl with little to worry about ?
Or is this me, losing my \s.a.n.i.t.y/ bit by bit ?
I want to ☼die☼
And I do not fear death.
What I f
e
a
r
is hurting
those who ♥ love ♥ me …










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