My love is childish

Why would I waist my time pretending that you love me?
Why would I tell the world that I love you?
Just because you sat by me
Doesn't mean you like me.
Does it?

This is a childish love.
Or friendship
Or what ever this is.

The feelings are childish.
Non-serious
And not a love.

Just a crush.
But i want to be something
More

But you're always talking about HER!
At school
In texts
And yesterday she said

"I would have gone out with you if you would have asked."
And so then you say "I'm going to ask her!"
She gave you that flower, too.

I guess I realy have
No chance with you.
And the problem is
That she's my best friend.

And I feel so
Childish.
For texting you
And telling you
That I love you.

And today
When we were watching the movie.
You CHOSE to sit next to me.
That gave me a false beam of hope.
And it felt good
To sit and watch a movie,
With the lights off,
On our own row.
All for us.
But I knew
You didn't take it the way I did.

I guess this puppy love
Is quite childish.
And I will wait.
Until the dance.
For you to ask me to it.
And I hope you have moved on from her,
And seen the light.
Because I LOVE you.
And I'm not one to go through life
Not knowing what it's like to
Hug you
If not kiss.
And I will wait.
Untill you make your move on me.
And if you don't
You can bet I WILL.

So just you wait.
Austin, I will have you.
If it's 1 day
Or 1 minute.
You will,
At one point in time,
WANT to kiss me.
And if that feeling doesn't last.
I just want you to know what it feels like
To love me.
Just for one second.

I