I can't get you
out of my mind
My mind is almost
always occupied
with thoughts of you
Try as I might my
mind won't stray
from you for long
Going from how
amazing it feels
just to be wrapped
up in your arms
To no matter
how much it
embarasses me
I do LOVE the
way you look
at ME
That look thats
so serious,
so sincere...
That it almost tells me,
more than your words,
how beautiful you really think I am...
And it scares me.
Scares me because
I think I may
be getting in too deep
Running before I've
relearned to walk
I'm so afraid that
I'll end up alone
and that I'll
lose all of this
You make me
so ridiculously
happy, sometimes
I don't know how
to react.
I'm afraid to
get hurt again,
but I'm terrified
that I'll hurt you...
Beacuse I have so much
trouble communicating.
Because I'm terrified
to let you in.
Because I have trouble
letting go of taht
tight reign I've been keeping on my
EMOTIONS
I'm afraid to let you in, but I'm even more afraid of losing you...
Author notes
Shrugs... true story
Lemme know what you think
Comments
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Okay, keep in mind that I'm doing all this from my tiny phone cuz my laptop is on the fritz. My favoirte line has to be,"running before I've relearned to walk". When I read that I just had to stop, it grabbed at me. I also loved how you took it to the 'I'm scared of being hurt' to the next place of 'I'm scared of hurting you'. Both or which is true and equal in weight. This whole piece is filled with the kind of emotion that makes people so AWARE of you and the emotions behind everything. And, beyond all of that, in a purely selfish 'she's my best friend' way, I'm so happy you're in a place where you get to write about happiness...even with the I'm terrified shitless-ness added.
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