the world's never been good.

America thinks it's hot shit
but it's just a crusty butthole,
"come on, crawl in, see the
truth!"

fuck you.

last year the gov. added a one dollar per pack tax
on cigarettes,
then increased it again a few months later,
and now they want to ban cigarettes
in all public places.
the shop owners have no say,
nobody has any say, there's 10,000 dying a month in Darfur,
there's teenagers doing meth right now (a big midwest drug.)
and they're want to criminalize smoking?

that sounds like the roots of fascism.

pretty soon they'll be banning fast food
and ice cream
and mountain climbing
anything dangerous!
they'll ban baseball
and dodgeball
and trampolines

and being in the cold for more
than fifteen minutes-
unless of course you're found guilty of it, all chilly,
and then
that'll be your
punishment.

you see!? they want to take it all away from you!
they probably want you in a clean white room, not thinking, not feeling
but BREATHING so you can do work for them,
they don't want truth, they want MONEY.
there is NO REVOLUTION. there has already been one,
and there will always be one, and be a need for one,
and people who think there should be
but there shouldn't-
freaks-
hippies-
misers-
murderers-
all meshing,
all stupid,
no ones right.
-
people are idiots
people are mean
people are arrogant
-
the world has never been safe, it's never been good,
the rich have always stolen from the poor, killed the poor,
hated the poor,
and the poor have done all that same to the rich
only we get
punished.

but they're gonna die too, the rich,
so keep that in mind as you sip your martini in your leather
ferrari chair, sweet talking the officers
and buying off judges,
you're going to die
too.

keep that in mind.

*

and fuck the politicians.
left
right
center
just everybody.

wussy potsmoking tree huggers planting their blades in trees
to kill the logger,
cause trees are special- (he's just doing his job!)
or maybe just some fool holding a sign that says
"save the jungle" even though you've never been there
or some moron saying Hillary Clinton is our savior
or someone who thinks that soy will cure my cancer-
SHUT UP.  shout louder,
I don't know.
i just don't know.

i just hate all you-
i just hate all these
eat right,
care for the nobody's, ass kissing
sign my petition to change this to this'
(and we'll still be in the same damn position!)
don't say
"fag"
or
"retard"
and worship hannukah even if you're not jewish
cause it's rude to ignore other cultures
they're special too

*takes breath.*

yea screw you
and screw all those right ass consertive
narrow minded
gay hating
anti- science RETARDS,
screw these money grubbing
person torturing, 
INVENTING threats,
oil selling bastards.

or maybe you're just beating off to george bush
or have a membership to the local country club,
yeah fuck you anyway.

you're all bitches.

*

and as for the president, eat dog shit,
you ARE dog shit,
and i mean EVERY president EVER.
you'll give and you'll take away
and that's the best any ever done,
though most just take
and take
and TAKE

*

so i left for home today and once against the cigs were up
and i didn't have enough so i stole a bunch instead
even though i felt bad because i like the owner
(he died because a sober driver hit him a few days later.)
and in the parking lot two people parked so close to me i couldn't open my door
and when they finally left
i damn near died from other idiots with brain injuries anyway
(humans are a brain injury to the function of this earth)
and when i got home i said hey mom, remember how i loaned you 250
to pay rent?
she said, "yeah, but i won't give it to you
cause you'll just spend it on booze and cigarettes
or worse, move to Florida for that girl,
you are NOT moving to Florida."

"Yeah well fuck you."
"What did you say!?"
"Don't matter."

and it didn't, if you got sense,

and i left
and i crawled away like a wounded beetle
just wanting to find some hole
to lie down in....



well you know what world,
I'm a beautiful beetle,
and maybe all you with your nice lawns
and your leased cars and mortgaged houses
and your no-fuck marriages and your principles
that are really just prejudices
and your Jesus
and your clean kitchen
and your hatred of graffiti
and skate boarding
and free thinking-
yeah maybe you'll all have another decade
or two
to suffer after I'm gone a little early,
and you can die alone in some ratty old folks home
where you've been for five years
and you don't even know your own name-
maybe that's what you want, and maybe it was rude
to be so hard on everybody just now,
you're all just trying to get by
and make sense as best you can,
you're doing what you're told and acting
how you're made, and since you didn't
make yourself....
shit.

but goddamn, Me? I'm happy sitting here,
knowing i love somebody,
with a lit cigarette,
a cold beer,
and not much else.

I'll do whatever i want,
cause I'm not hurtin' nobody.

go get reamed, haters.