Especially For You

I will miss you for always
and love you for eternity
but that I'm sure you know.
I will think of you
and remember you
and never let you go.
Not only my heart,
but my soul -
it really broke it two.
But now it's slowly healing,
and that is especially for you.
I promise to be strong,
and stay true for you
because you knew i could.
I will lean on them,
and believe in them,
because I said I would.
When I was sad or lost,
or made them cry,
they wouldn't know what to do.
You would listen.
you would trust in me,
and say to sit it through.
Please know
that I will always long for you,
and still cry for you,
no matter how many years go by.
I grew from you
and learnt from you
but will never understand why...
For you I will be good,
faithful, honest and true,
and because of all that love you gave,
I will live my dreams for you.
I know I didn't say it much
or as often as I should,
but I do love you Nana,
and I would hug you now if I could.
With my head clear,
and my heart being true,
I will share this love with others,
Especially for you.