Blade Silver

It's there
Taunting me
Wanting me to do it again
Urging me again
That little tick of hope

I want to
So bad
It's hard to be in pain
When all you want to do is relieve it
You want to stop everything
And be dumb forever
I'd want this pain to go away

It's there
In my mind
Saying cut cut cut
I resist resist resist
I guess it was never good enough

I guess I know many people think the same thing
To hide the pain
Show no doubt that'll all get better some day

But somehow
I've seemed to recover
I mean for the healing on me
The pyshical and mental seem to never go away
It'll never fade

These taunts
These memories that won't leave me alone
SO many times I want to scream
So many thoughts I want to get rid of

I guess the hope of it all
Never seems to fade away