My door to December.

Do you like her pathetic attempts at pleasing your heart.
Do you like her empty tortured remarks.
Do you like how she blames herslef for every stupid fight.
Dont you love how she cries herslef to sleep everynight.
Do you like how she hurts herself time after time over you.
do you like knowing how far she would go to play your stupid games.
do you like how she looks up in defeat.
dont you love her slow walk, afraid she'll trip and fall.
she was ready to sheild anything but you came along.
you tested her boundaries with a pretty broken heart.
you opened up on the outside to see if she'd let you in,
and she did.
do you like how even now she cant regret what you've done.
she held up her wall, and you shattered it all.
she sent out her deamons and you crushed them on your way,
as you lead your beast to the depths of her heart, and let loose.
but what you didn't expect to find, was part of you.
as she held your missing pieces that you thought were long gone.
and you backed away hopeing that chaos would not stay.
you got a look inside you and knew the keys you held.
but you ran away. the fearless one, who was suddenly afraid.
you walked into december, but you wont be lost forever.