Sitting cross legged
grief resides.
Blankly I stare into whiteness.
Emotions tucked away
hidden beneath scar tissued heart.
Contemplating writing
knowing actions will cause hardness.
Our love story untold,
I fear my abrasion's
will hurt you.
Even now my concern binds me.
Painful but brief.
Lovestruck words day after day
listening to your lullabies
Yes pied piper,
I followed you into Utopia.
I was your one~
Eyes giving all secrets held bad or good.
My love given till drained dry
like drought in summer heat.
No rain in sight as i still prayed.
A beautiful make believe bride.
Until my perfection melted,
your eyes glazed over ...hope gone,
for super model never will i be.
I became your faded image~
Now we are here in this house
together.
"Friends"
finally light driven away
as realization becomes truth.
I can not make you love me~
Instead, releasing you now~
my eyes void except
one by one
hot anguished tears fall.
You must bravely walk away, from my comfort.
Please...
I don't have the will to say go.








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