Goodbye wonderland

Standing staring swearing
Cursing your name
Cursing the smoke
Cursing everything
That makes me remember
Midnights and hookah
4am and parking garages
And I fucking hate you
For just flying away
Fuck you and your wings
I can leave this place too

Goodbye wonderland
Goodbye to the world
That held me so captivated
Goodbye to the caterpillar
Who turned out to be
No more wiser than me


I hate these over bearing
Suffocating words
Inside this book
And you left me here
I hope it was worth it
I hope it is everything you wanted
But I am getting the fuck
Out of wonderland tonight
And you can't touch me in reality
No you can't bother me

Goodbye wonderland
Goodbye to the world
That held me so captivated
Goodbye to You my friend
Who turned out
To be just another empty page

In reality
This won't hurt
It wont hurt
It wont hurt outside of the book
This is a story we made up together
We didn't agree on the ending
You made it so tragic
You flew away
And left me to pick up the pieces
I'm not going to
Wonderland will rot
And I will forget
That you ever held me
In your arms while we made up the story's.