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Teddy, Forgive Me, Please.

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Teddy is the "German Shepherd" on the left viewing this picture.

 

 

Winter of 2009' Heart so Tender Warm.

 

I love you Teddy, you'll always be my best friend.

 

 

I did all I could do for you, not enough no doubt.

 


Thanks for all your years of love and loyalty.
I miss you like crazy already...

 

 

Tears pour down my face, crying I love you Teddy.

 

 

(RIP)

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You deserved the best love ever, I hope you know I love you.

Thanks for allowing me to be your friend, my honor.

And I'm sorry for letting you down in any way. -hugs-

You're simply the best, thanks for being you.

Here I pen a piece for you precious soul. Love me.

 

http://allpoetry.com/poem/5124645

 

Today my dog of over 15 years passed away.

 

Dying Within Since 3:45Pm

 

"Forgive my ramblings."


I truly hate this world that's controlled by money.

He may have lived longer if it was not for me being so poor.
I'm worth less than nothing, that's exactly how I feel.

All the love I have had, could not save him.


I wish I was never born, and I hope I die soon,

and there's nothing but dirt,

and I remain unconsience for eternity.

 

Yea, I really feel that way.

Sorry, hopefully my mood will be glorious one day.

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  • penman gold member
    June 13
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    Powerful

    A very intense write. So very full of deep emotions. I hope that sharing helped in some way.


    • poeticweaver gold member
      June 13
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      Dear brother..

      Yea, I took his passing hard, you know us poets and emotions, some just go hand in hand. I do miss him. Sorry, did not want to bring other down, but yea, sharing I think did help. Thanks for reading.


  • ten thousand cicadas gold member
    March 15

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    AWWWWWWWWW Timothy, this is just too dear. Pets can mean so much to our lives. I am sorry his loss is so painful to you. I'm sure you gave him a wonderful life and the time you shared was special.


  • Raivyn
    March 14
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    -Starts crying- Aw, mate... -Hugs you-


  • kjack
    March 13

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    I can't hardly type for crying right now. This was so incredibly sad. I don't know what to say. I do hope that you are feeling a little bit better though. I only want you to be comforted.

    becca


  • Whispering Wind Moderators member
    March 12

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    *cry*

    My dear sweet friend i know just how you feel to loose a loyal pet is to loose a dear friend but you can know within your heart he loved you just as much and with passing years the pain does ease but the memories grow stronger...if love could heal then yours would have done so...but all are dieing the moment they are born.....wipes your tears and gives a hug of tender comfort

     

     

    fly Four Hawks for your spirit and his will always be together bound as one


  • Lonely
    March 9

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    A darling he sure is..
    Yes your mood will be glorious once again my dearest friend..

  • jaysblonde
    March 7

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    my dog of 11 years, seemed perfectly healthy...she died months after a left my husband...it was all my faul


  • Angelo di Luce gold member
    March 7
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    Words matter not


  • Jalalbad gold member
    March 6

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    oh tim this breaks my heart. I wish I had read it sooner. please feel free to IM or call me.


  • Viyanna Rosemarie silver member
    March 6

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    awww! i am so sorry timothy. i know the love one has for their pet and wouldn't want to be in your position. i am here if you need to talk. viyanna rosemarie


  • Mistress Leala silver member
    March 5

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    Oh dear, it is so hard when we lose those we truly love and he lived many years and was I am sure a very loyal dog. I am so sorry to hear about his untimely passing. In my prayers.


  • EeyoreUK
    March 5
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    my heart goes out to you bro....sorry for your loss


  • weaverwonderland
    March 4

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    Heartfelt Sorrow!!!

    Son,
    I know how much you loved Teddy and how you enjoyed him . You gave him the best care ever and he knew it as he would always come and try and find you. I feel so bad, as I remember when I stayed all night, he slept right beside me. Yes, honey we are feeling your pain as with anything you go through, as you are our precious son. We will pray that God gives you comfort. You are worth more than you will ever know, to us and to so many. I understand honey
    Love and Prayers
    Dad and Mom xoxo

  • LovingPhoenix
    March 4

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    Hugs to you as you grieve and heal! I am so sorry! It is always hard with loss, especially one so loyal!!! Honor him by remembering and continuing to love!!!!


  • Heavenly Angel gold member
    March 4

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    My dear brother and friend, I am so sorry for the loss of your beloved Teddy
    Know that my heart goes out to you for I well know how this grieving feels; I lost my Oliver...my basset hound a little over a year ago now and I feel as though I let him down
    You are in my thoughts and prayers, dear one and I send you a bazillion hugs!!!!!


  • 245Trioxin
    March 4

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    15 years is still a good life for any dog. My cat when I was growing up passed when he was only 13. Similar circumstances as you.

    Pets to some people are pets, but to many others, they are friends and family, and when they pass we mourn the same. No friend will ever be more loyal or love you more and unconditionally than a dear pet, esp a dog.

    Triangles bro.

  • Lonely
    March 4
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    Aww.. I feel so sad for your loss Tim.. I remember losing my pet cat and I loved him so much.. and the way i cried when he died, i can totally understand, and dont blame yourself for his death, for one day we will all die.. and no one can be blamed for that, okay?
    Love ya


  • DesolatELifE
    March 4
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    x


  • Angelflower
    March 4

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    You were his life, and his pack. The love you showed him made him feel like the luckiest dog around I'm sure... and I'm also sure that if he heard you talking like you are now he'd bite you in the ass.. I understand your pain hun.. a lot of us do.. our pets are more friends to us then are human friends are... There is no stronger loyalty felt then in the heart of you animal friend..

    Angel


  • Grey Mouser
    March 3

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    Am so sorry for this hurt and loss. As many of us have undergone similar pain. Always thinking there should have been more we could have done. Always know that you were his pack and for that he experienced joy every day, knowing that you loved with all of your heart.
    Best to you.
    GM


  • Ted E Bare gold member
    March 3

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    I know your pain and know it seems like the world would end. Imagine a 14 year old boy (in which I know you can after reading what you posted) crying tears enough to fill any lake for his loss that occurred at that time. Her name was Frisky and she was over 15 years of age when she passed away. It was like losing that older sister I never had. She was a year older than me and was truly family. I was so lost and it didn't help during those lost teenage years while in high school. I'm not sure how I survived it looking back now. All I know I was so numb for a very long period of time. I share this with you as I have not with many for I do know the pain from such a loss as more than just a pet. You can look on the other side and know your friend (family) did live a good long life as did mine. I still love her today as much as I ever did and you will your own as well. Preserve those great memories and live for him. As long as you remain alive, so does his memory and no one can change that or take that away from you. Please be well and try to take care of yourself. Good luck for I know the grieving will continue.

    Ted E


  • Rheea gold member
    March 3

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    Tim , My whole life has been about animals you know that, your dog was loved he had a good life it was time to move on to a better place. So many animals are in the shelters and pounds now because of people losing homes. Puppies, young dogs not yet having a chance to live. Make a continence of love get one off of death row for a small fee . Your precious friend will be well with God and pleased to see you loved and caring on the love and saving another life do not fall down on him it would break his heart.

  • siahaan
    March 3
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    He will try to fix you
    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vLCJpEb6hvw


  • Griswold gold member
    March 3

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    Brother Tim, I am so sorry to learn of your great loss, some would say it's only a dog, i said that once myself, then i began raising and showing Great Danes. They become closer than family for their love is unconditional as is our love for them, 4 of the 15 I knew and love have passed on over the..

    "Rainbow Bridge: Author unknown"

    Just this side of heaven is a place called Rainbow Bridge.

    When an animal dies that has been especially close to someone here, that pet goes to Rainbow Bridge.
    There are meadows and hills for all of our special friends so they can run and play together.
    There is plenty of food, water and sunshine, and our friends are warm and comfortable.

    All the animals who had been ill and old are restored to health and vigor; those who were hurt or maimed are made whole and strong again, just as we remember them in our dreams of days and times gone by.
    The animals are happy and content, except for one small thing; they each miss someone very special to them, who had to be left behind.

    They all run and play together, but the day comes when one suddenly stops and looks into the distance. His bright eyes are intent; His eager body quivers. Suddenly he begins to run from the group, flying over the green grass, his legs carrying him faster and faster.

    You have been spotted, and when you and your special friend finally meet, you cling together in joyous reunion, never to be parted again. The happy kisses rain upon your face; your hands again caress the beloved head, and you look once more into the trusting eyes of your pet, so long gone from your life but never absent from your heart.

    Then you cross Rainbow Bridge together....

    Author unknown...

    I'm crying as I read this poem again, bringing back all the unbound love for my good canine friends. I miss them terribly... Scott


  • Stardust-luvr
    March 3

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    my dearest my heart is with you in your hours of pain and Teddy will be missed by me as well remembering when we first met how we used to always talk about our pets, yours and mine - PLEASE know its NOT your fault i hold you in my arms shouldering your tears. I am here if you need me my dear much love always and forever many blessings always xxxxx I'm here any hour you need me xxxxxxxx love you always xxxxxx


  • PerfectImperfection
    March 3

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    Oh honey! I am so sorry to hear this ... I know just how hard it can be, to this same extreme. Just know that you did indeed do all that you COULD - and he knows that sweetie! I love you!


  • PassionsPromise gold member
    March 3

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    Loss is a terrible thing to face, a even so when we feel like we havent done everything we could of.

    This was a heartwrenching piece you have penned here..

    I sit here on my hospital bed...and heres my thought.


    Upon these white sheets I sit to die
    another day has come and gone
    I look around and I begin to cry
    where in life had I gone wrong?

    I look in the mirror, It is not me,
    I try to stand and can not
    Why cant they let me be free
    and break through the tight knot?

    Strapping me down, afraid I will leave
    my hearts torn for I know not who I am.
    Things claim me, I fight hard to breathe
    then darkness....then BAM

    machines are my new best friend
    the past has swallowed me whole
    I look to the future, its a dead end
    life has claimed my soul

    a companion, your friend, your pet
    life has been claimed by a Higher Hand
    Please dont allow your emotions to let
    your self esteem eat away faiths stand

    I need a good friend when I do go
    and I know it seems selfish dear friend
    but believe me, I will be good to him you know,
    together we will ride the clouds...two hearts on the mend.





    I am sorry for your loss dear one, my memory is kind of flaky, but i know you sent this to me and so therefore, you must be someone close to me.

    Please, know, God is working on a plan, He is handling..

    Love
    Tory


  • theredcatjazzoflove gold member
    March 3

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    OMG Mushy you are totally depressed dude and i cant say i know what you are going through becuase I dont have a clue but i know it hurts very bad to loose some one close to you babe i am trully sorry honey i really am


  • StarEyes
    March 3

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    This is heartbreaking hon! We lost both our dog and our cat last year, so I know just how you feel.

    If you need to talk... You know where I am...

    and love

    Nyetta

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