Kiss this, Romeo.

Thoughts:    ~This ache is getting unbearable.
                  How much longer must I endure this?
                  Can it not be stopped,
                  Prevented,
                  Prolonged?
                  Apparently not.
                  Am I not of worthy to such grace,
                  Or care to remove the hurt and pain from life?
                  Do I not deserve such delicacy,
                  Such kindness,
                  Such forgiveness?
                  No.
                  Not this time.
                  Not now,
                  Not ever.
                  Let me end this pain and take my life,
                  And allow this dagger to steal my breath from my beating chest,
                  And save me from this terrible world!~
                 
Him:            "Get off the floor!
                  Pick yourself up,
                  Dust yourself off!
                  How dare you attempt to end your life so easily,
                  And just forget about your duties here,
                  Now.
                  Do you not care what happens to you,
                  Nor the ones who DO care for you?"
                 
Her:            "No.
                  I don't.
                  I would die in an instant if possible,
                  But sadly those attempts have been cut short.
                  As you have seen."
                 
Him:            "What is wrong with you!?
                  Do you not realize those who love you?
                  Do you not understand,
                  The consequences to come with such actions?
                  Are these things not clear to you?
                  Tell me, how can I make these things better for you?
                  In any way,
                  Please.
                  Allow me to help you!!"
                 
Thoughts:    ~These words spoken from a man of such cruelty,
                  Sparked a wondrous thought in my mind.
                  Does he really care?
                  Yes?
                  No?
                  Even the slightest bit?~

Her:            "There is nothing to be done.
                  The damage is done,
                  And nothing can fix these broken pieces of my heart and soul.
                  Can you not see,
                  All of the pain I hide everyday?
                  I keep this hidden,
                  Daily.
                  I would of thought you would realize my mirage.
                  I must of been mistaken.
                  Forgive me."

He seemed so angry with her now. His hands began to ball into fists and his sorrow and shame were now entirely overcome by hatred for ones own bringing of death, and who he was speaking to about it.

Him:            "Do as you wish.
                  I don't care about you anymore.
                  How could you be such a fool?!
                  You never meant anything to me!
                  I can't believe you didn't realize MY mirage.
                  Get out of my sight!
                  I don't want to see such a waste of oxygen."

Thoughts:    ~This is probably going to be the last time I write in my journal,
                  I wish it wouldn't be so,
                  But I don't have much of an option.
                  My one opportunity to actually leave this world has arrived,
                  And nothing will stop me from seizing it.
                  I thought though,
                  That I would leave something of my life.
                  Possibly this journal could be posted publicly,
                  Or even published?
                  I doubt it though.
                  I'm not someone who's important to this world.
                  I don't even care anymore.
                  Let this journal keep record of my past,
                  As well as my demise!
                  Let this rope tightly nuzzle around my neck,
                  And grant my feet extra gravity,
                  To pull the noose even tighter about my air flow,
                  Taking me from this world.
                  I WANT THIS!
                  I EMBRACE THIS!
                  I'VE DREAMED OF THIS!
                  AND NOW IT IS REALITY!!
                 
                  GOODBYE WORLD!
                  DON'T BOTHER TO MISS ME!~

The girl then dropped from her chair, dangling in the air silently. Not a sound was made for hours in this household, since she was the only one home.

The boy then knocked lightly on the door, feeling bad for of lying to her earlier that day. He didn't know what she was doing, of if she was busy. So, he decided to leave a note on her table by the door. He didn't even see her until he was about to leave. Out of the corner of his eye, he had caught sight of a slowly swinging object in midair. Getting closer, his eyes burst into dramatic tears and the house echoed and rocked with sobs. This boy loved her dearly, and completely blamed himself for her death. Rummaging through her room now, he found more of the same rope she had used in this dramatic suicide. Tying a noose around his neck as well, and to the boards of her ceiling, he fell next to her, joining her in a life long punishment together.


Boy's Note:
                  -I feel terrible about what I had said earlier,
                  I didn't mean a word of it!
                  I truly hope you didn't believe me,
                  And I'm sorry if I upset you.
                  I've always loved you...
                  I just can't stand hearing you say you want to die.
                  Please,
                  Live for me.
                  We can live happily,
                  Together!
                  Please,
                  Think about my offer.
                  I have another question for you too.
                  I know that now probably isn't the best time,
                  But I think it would be a good way to show I really do care.
                  I want to spend my life with you,
                  And I plan to do what ever it takes to stay with you.
                  Forever.

                  My love,
                  Will you marry me?