How did I let myself get like this?
Finding this creature crawling,
snaking it's way into my life,
as though it breathes and consumes
every waking moment I have with you.
He isn't real, not anymore,
but his potency is all the more deadly.
Show me, oh God, how I can live,
with this poison eating away at my soul.
Help me with this deadly sin.
No more will I stand for the way I feel.
I will let it go, let you go, forever.
Just a memory, nothing more, never again.
Someone reach out and take my hand,
take me out of this sea of illusions.


