I don't know why

I still sit here, all the same,
And attend to,
To your wines,
I don't know why,
I don't quit,
quit this,
Quit us,
I don't know why,
I accommodate any tears in,
Saving them in a little box,
Putting the box far away,
And saving them for when I break,
And I don't know why,
I fear so much of what,
Our demises is,
I know that I,
Could be someone better,
Could have someone who cared,
But still I,
Wait and fumble and stare,
And now that I,
Am breaking down,
While you smile,
And frown,
And all around,
And EVERYWHERE,
Every place I go,
Reminds me of you,
And how it seems,
You've forgotten of me,
Push me away,
leave me behind,
But when I leave you,
Don't even cry,
Because I wont care,
I cant care,
I wont care..
I can't..
You've done nothing for me,
But cause me pain,
And I'm Sick,
And Tired,
Of Crying over you.
I can't see us together anymore
Alphabet L Threw K is over.
Unless you get your act together soon
We're over,
Not like you'll see this anyway..