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I don't know why I'm feeling this way but I have been for a while

It's so hard to say
and it hurts so much to do
but after all of this
I still love you

I hope nobody knows
I hope no one cares
but that's not how it goes
it seems fucked up to me

I wish this doesn't
change anything between us
but I already know it has

At times I wish this never happened but I'm glad it did

I hope we can do this again but not under the conditions it hurts me every time and my anger gets worse and worse