Waking up next to seeing your face

I think I'm missing out, on the good things
retarded with love, tainted from the red sheets
Blessed with this air I breathe, intested reality
It is really worth the pain I kid you not

But waking up to seeing your face
and thinking of kissing your cheeks

retired and old, together under sheets
slumber together, heating my heart's release
on the throne of love, that's where finding me
retired of finding you, go together like Sunny and Cher
the most cunning ways to set us free
explore the lights and let us eat

It's making hard to find my true love
Screaming Why I can't find you
ever
ever
ever
ever find you

and maybe someday I'll fall in your place
I can't believe what was our said
and now that you're gone it took your heart
I won't forget to say
I'm making hard to find my true love
Screaming why can't I find you
ever
ever
ever
ever find you