i don't know you;

i don't know you; i really don't.
you're someone who i've just seen, a mere one time.
once, but you spoke a thousand words.
your eyes wrenched my heart, so beautiful and blue.
your smile pulled me in, like you tied a rope around my neck;
and pulled me a long with you whevere you went.
your body so slim and perfect; those hands were so smooth against my own.
your voice so deep, like velvet; it calms my every nerve.

i've met you all  but once; and i feel like i've known you forever.
you spoke to me with such passion for the things you love.
your eyes burning into mine; with a hidden emotion.
my darling, what is this emotion you hide?
i'm trying to figure you out, you're a complicated being.
you pulled me along with you like a love sick puppy.
my heart is now yours; and i don't even know who you are.

your lips near mine; your warm breath against my lips.
and suddenly; your lips are smooth and soft against mine.
i'd love to know why you're kissing me; but i don't really care.
i'm in love with you; darling.. it's oh so true.
i can't believe this; my hearts beating so fast.
i feel as if it's going to explode, but it won't; not just yet.
thats when you break our kiss, stare into my eyes.
than you tel me words i don't wanna hear.
you're in love with someone, someone thats not me.
my kisses are sweet, he says; but theres no shock.
his heart just doesn't beat for me; he kisses me quickly and walks away.
while slowly letting my hand go, staring deep into my beautiful blue gray eyes.
he sighs and his eyes soften, turning away without another glance.
he's gone now; his sleak black car pulling away; leaving me sitting on the floor.

it's been a while; since that night. my friends and i are back where i met him.
and than; as if my nightmares were to come true.
there he was; walking with his friends, no girl in toe.
i see his eyes scan the area; than rest upon me, i've grown different.
havn't i? you can see, my eyes are filled with more emotion than the last.
my lips are smoother; fuller. would you like to kiss them? i would like you too.
i'm still but a mere foolish girl; longing for a sin. longing for you.
my hairs still short; i wear make-up now.. can you see why?
the black eye is still visible, and the bruises on my neck are now faint, but you can see.
my jeans are tighter; i have curves now. arn't i beautiful? i know the answer.
plain and simply.. no; you are not beautiful. i tell myself this everday.
you hold my gaze for a few moments; than i look down, you're so beautiful.
i can hear all of your footsteps; yours stick out the most in my ears.
you're a graceful person; almost to graceful to be human.
tell me my love; are you immortal? are you real? so many questions left unanswered.
i've missed, my darling. your voice haunts me every night.
you act like i'm not there at first. until this is to much for me to handle;
and i get up, and walk away; you watch as i go, the others watching too.
they know my pain, they know my secrets.
i wish you did too; he's abusive, you know? but i just can't let go.
he'll hurt me more, but the thought of you keeps me alive; my darling.
you're coming after me now; you're gorgeous. you speak my name with such a tone.
it makes me wanna melt in the spot i'm in. i've stopped walking know.

you turn me around; and take my face into your hands delicately.
i'm such a flower, a beautiful flower you tell me. you say i've been on your mind?
you've been on my lonely mind, too. just to much; you don't even know.
people are staring as they walk by, i can feel the others' eyes on us.
you whisper you love me; and your lips are on mine again.
what a wonderful feeling... my heart is racing again. about to explode.
i break our kiss this time.. and tell him that i love him too.
but this cannot be; there is another, in my part this time.
i tell you; he's not at all what i thought him to be. he hurts me; and i've got proof.

but all i ask my darling; please love me.. take me away, forever.