Crack, the hand finds that sweet spot on my face, I throw my hands out in hopes that it might just be a brace. I taste copper salt in my mouth; tonight we are about to go another round. Tonight my body will be broken again found lying on the ground.
What happend to the I love you’s and I would never hurt you dear, what happened to the dreams and holding me near? What created this monster out of the dark? How did you fool me? So good you are at playing your part.
Shatter, a waterfall of glass sprays over my face, this might just be my final act, I wonder now how I ever wound up in this place, How I ever thought you had class? I feel the blood flowing and see what’s going on. I hear nothing all sound is gone.
Darkness falls over my eyes, a light is bright and calling me to, I might escape, this is the way away from you. Soon the light is flashing red and blue, sadness falls over me I know I am coming too.
Leaning down your mask on tight, you tell me I fell down the steep jagged flight. Looking concerned as they load me in the back of the ambulance. I know again soon we will just repeat this dance. You hold my hand and tell me you love me, another lie.
This isn’t the last time I know, soon I pray one night I will just die. I cannot out you for no one believes. It’s funny how much a person can see and just walk away. I pull away in my bed as you touch my cheek. I am still broken lying here weak.
Home we go where its clam for a few days, but soon you will explode and I will be the target of the loose cannon. I hold my breath and wait in fear, ready to embrace the angel known to me as death.
