Broken Children

Smiling in old houses,
complicated beauties devoid of personality.

I break down in museums...
my psyche though wants to interject some chaos,
breaking glass.
Looking for some treasure.

Although we all appreciate beauties,
sometimes they belie our best interest...
and this is probably why we love them despite all our selfish stupidity.

One moment tells us almost everything.

Exploration though is our nature.

What will happen if I play with perfection?

Most of us are children.

We've never really experimented and learned the realities and truths which motivate the rest of us.

I would like to educate the rest of them.

I can not. I don't have the qualifications, and more importantly, the ability.

As I have not had a fraction of every experience.

All I can offer to you is....
do everything you can to transcend your education,
and do your best not to hurt anyone else.

There are ethics to even the most infinite adventure.

You will find later that this is very important.

When you care,
when you get some compassion.

You should practice it though before then,
and thank yourself later.

Don't learn your lessons at the expense of others.

This is a brand of vampirism.

You only learn with a smack on the head,
when you lose something for your lesson,
and you feel there has been an equitable deal in the end.

Learn what you need to.
It isn't alot.

I guess that's why so many people are so incredibly ignorant,
and incurably stupid.

You probably are too.

Look at the levels of grief and live your life by that.

It finally ends in acceptance.

Something we all need...
and most of us come to it in the end anyway.

Work through the imaginary sensations and live your life.
Through the pleasure,
Through the pain,
through all of the things that don't make sense...
you're going to be dead in the end...
don't measure your life by time.

Accept it all now and walk into the light...
before the darkness sets in.

If you don't do it now...
you never had a chance anyhow,
and I'm not really talking to you.

Here's the big thing...
Nobody owns anything.
It's an enforced myth.
You own everything you see and do as long as they can't stop you.
The air you breath, the water flowing through you,
and the land you walk upon.

If you get a chance most likely you will realize this just before you're dead.

Get it now and do what you want to....
as long as you don't hurt anybody.

Sometimes people think they're hurt when they've just been taking care of what is yours.

And realize all of these things own you too...
In the final analysis,
as monetarily vital as it may seem,
Posession is bullshit.
You own everything...
everything owns you,
but nobody acts like it.
We're too scared.