Plague

....In a lone solemn wind... the disease that spreads
Fills a loving heart
The feeling of dread.

In tales I spoke, I worked and weaved... lived in a world drama conceived
Until the shallow thoughts, tossed me out...
A dismembered outcast, but truly not
... A select few souls had desperately fought
To keep in love, in heart, in heartfelt bouts

Forever more, now
Forever more, now
Forever more now...
Misunderstood
Misconceived
Misdirected....

"It's not me" my thoughts would shout "I truly didn't wish this to come about!
It's a lie, I'm begging, tell me what I must do..."
They took my hand, but guided me none...
they were as blind, as a bat to sun...
Able to see yet hiding away from truth

Forever more, now
Forever more, now
Forever more now...
Misunderstood
Misconceived
Misdirected....

Broken in heart, in spirit and form... I became addicted to the drama I've born
It was the only true Expression I had left...
I waited for hearts, I bide my time
Trying to express the face behind
Sucking in all the lies, that became myself...

Forever more, now
Forever more, now
Forever more now...
Misunderstood
Misconceived
Misdirected....

Show me the way, now...
Find my soul, now...
Have you no interest?
Caught...
Forever deep...
Forever more.