Kindly do not look at me,
I'm embarrassed to be seen.
What has happened to my mind
Is not how it should be.
Do not gaze upon my face;
I'm afraid of how it will end.
Of the intensifying numbness
And isolation with which I must contend.
Please look away from my shame,
For it is disgusting to behold.
My doubts and fears have seized my heart
And left me alone and cold.
My wild thoughts are frightening
And bring me to my knees.
I am just so unwilling
To accept insanity.
I beg of you desperately:
Disregard my former plea.
Look upon my broken soul
And save what's left of me.
Author notes
I apologise for being absent for so very long. I've been feeing peculiar for some time, and it is reaching the point where I am beginning to doubt my lucidity. I think it is a phase (at least I certainly hope so) and I will be fine 
.
Great? Garbage? Great garbage? Fire away.
Comments
-
You are...
open and honest my friend...don't worry, we all go through phases, it's all a part of growing up, learning, believe me I got so many scary things inside me that I have to live with lol...and over time I've learned to know them and why they are there...some of them have become good friends and some of course I have just chosen to ignore...no one likes to be ignored and they just go away eventually lol just keep on looking for the good things, think good things here's a rainbow for you and a rose to put in your hair...have a good day, it's good to see you again
take care
John
-
-
Thank you. Just thank you.
-
Adding your comment:
