Tonight my heart is racing,
my silver tears are flowing,
i no i mad a bad bad choice,
and i'm so scared to pay for it.
i'm trying to stop self-harming,
but everything that happens makes me want it,
i think im totally over this,
your bull shit lies are so silly.
why can't i seem to help it,
running from one thing and into another,
sometimes this life just aint worth it
if i could i would scream
and make a big scene.
