Alone At Night

I'm laying here alone tonight,
Wondering if you are going to show tonight.
You didn't last night,
I hold my breath waiting for you.
God Damn,
My face is turning blue.
Because of the  drugs you like to do,
I'm about ready to say screw you.
You only think about yourself,
But you claim to think about me.
How can I belive you when you're not next to me?
You tell me that you are trying,
Trying to do what?
Trying to be high?
Because I know what you are not trying,
To be a role model for your daughter.
I know that I'm always hounding,
But thats because I don't know what it takes to get you to be responsible.

Second night alone,
But what do you care?
You're driving me crazy,
I don't know what to do.
The longer I stay here makes me wonder,
What the hell am i waiting for?
If I leave then you sayinbg leaving you,
Well in my mind you left me too.