Tears run down my face and you don't care.
All you do is make me want to scream.
I hate you! I hate you!
Every five seconds I tell you to leave me alone.
Every five minutes I tell you that I could never possibly love you.
But its all a lie.
You are always there standing next to me,
taking care of me when I'm sad.
You never let go of me and you never used me so you'll never lose me.
I can't believe I'm saying this but my life is a lie.
I rip and trip and fall and crawl and stand on land;
the uneven ground of pain, and guilt, and time,
and time and time again,
I ravage and dig and try to find my way back to your arms again.
I love you honest but it hurts me to say so.
My religion wont let me love well screw it I love you so.....
Much it hurts to breath when the breath isn't locked in your kiss
and my fingers aren't entangled in your hair
and you arms aren't iron bars around my waist.
My life is nothing without you.
This pain is unbearable.
Scream and cry and shout for you through the havens
and the streets
and the houses.
Every nook and cranny.
I'll never leave your side as long as you want me.
Author notes
Skylar. You are like the only person who knows who this is about. Oh, I never knew I could love so much. It's a pain I want to feel over and over and over again.
What do you think?
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I really know what how you feel, To love someone, but have them only hurt you. But to still love them so much. This is sad.. I felt a connection to it, though. Good job.
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Thanks. I actually wrote this about the first time my bf and I broke up. We have been friends forever and then he breaks my heart by dating both of my best friends and then he asks me out again saying that he made mistakes and that he loved me and he just didn't realize it. So yeah, it is sad. Thanks
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