sometimes I pretend that he is you
and I know its not right but its the best I can do;
leaning on a branch for support, I dig my feet into the mud.
sometimes I wonder where you've been,
why you don't care, and why you won't call.
I cut into the fragile, stretched skin on my knees.
I have a hard time comprehending why you'll never love me again,
when all i've ever done is care a little bit too much.
maybe it's because i'm a girl with feet that turn in,
and eyes that are too small,
and a body that's not thin,
-just a girl that is all wrong.
a nervous breakdown in every word,
I tell you that your love was simply a curse,
a bruise on the pride I used to have.
and with a smile on your face you tell me that
you never even cared, you never even wanted me at all.
probably because you've found a girl
with poise and perfection,
pretty blue eyes than shine like stars,
a beautiful reflection,
and skin without my scars.
i'm sorry I cut peices into our lives when it was all we ever had.
i'm sorry I turned my back when you saw that my best friend was everything i'm not.
i'm sorry I loved you when you could never feel the same.
i'm sorry you're the only thing that habitates my brain,
but that's the way it's staying.
-lacerationxllama
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