{Opened up}

I close my eyes
trying not to feel this pain
but I can't deny it
I miss you
Oh how I used to love you
and still do
I can't help but look back
at all our faults,
the good times we had,
the kisses we shared,
spent nights staying late talking on the phone
without a care in the world.
I think about where I am now
and how I was never happy until the day I met you
and how no one will ever compare to you
you were the best thing life ever gave me
and how I will always be there for you.
It hurts to know it's over now
and there's no turning back
all the things I said
I wish I could take back
the poems I wrote
and the stuff I said when I was mad,
if I only slowed down
I wonder where we'd be now.
In a year from now
we made a promise we'd be together
and from that point on forever
and to think I threw that all away
for stupid sh*t I could have lived without
If I could turn back time
I'd take it all back
if I could only still be with you.