The stench of the loneliness placed within my heart rots
The torture day after day I can bare no longer
I pray God give me someone to share in my misery
Where has everyone gone
I am not finished with this life
I desire to share my passions with another
Dwelling among the living as if I were dead
Even the simplest of girl has a mate
Am I so complex that understanding me takes a lifetime
Is no one capable of that kind of effort
Fantasies become real with time
My imagination can be vivid-lifelike
Make me believe that I am loved only for a moment
Make the moment a lifetime
Or take my life in the midst of it all
To spend my every waking moment thinking and never to feel
It is torture for my soul
Say you love me
Lie to me, please
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He came to me in time. What a tortured soul I was.
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What feelings this brought to the cold surface Allexis!
The way you had written this just had me wearing your shoes! I wear a 10 in mens! Ouch...
Fantastic writing here.

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Thank you
Sometimes lonliness is torture.
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