Happening

Ah.............. 
It happened.............................was
to be............
All signs were there.............................so were the porvocations...................
For me it was black grief all over....................groaping in dark valleys of death
I was struck in between..........................God Pulled me on this  side
For You both..............................a new life filled with dreams and fantasies
I was not in a state to understand and accommodate your needs...
I was on a journey on a memory lane..............could not distinguuish between
happiness and sadness..........life and death...............preplexed my things became so
stat......somwhere in my present......and somewhere in p  ast
You had people to support you to love, live and be merry...............
I had my past...............glimpses that you had wer not complete leading you
to take an early decision to sepatate your ways.........you ecplected me to be more strong, supporting and loving............but I crumble right beneath your eyes.....
my people were not on my side.............they started understanding but ..............
it was too late.................then there wer your people too guiding you.............
beased ontheir preception of life combined with their experiences leading
you to your securities.....................you think you emerged victiorious...............
but it was a victory of secuities over insecurities.................my life is gone..............you are starting a new life..............so do not misapprehend me.................I have sent you a message of frienmdship whic you did not accept.................as you were more engrossed in day-to-day happenings , comsulting,
planning and deciding to drift away............................May God Bless you.............
I tried to stop you..............but you were counting only bangs..................blessings
you rejected............still may God bless you and make you a Queen from the priness