reverse and repeat.

it feels like i should,
one tiny touch,
but i have no intention or want to do so.
your memory has vanished
thats fine with me,
it was a bitch to remember.
Dont want to be here,
and i dont wnt to hurt you,
althouh nothing compares
to the hurt you imposed on us.
Some days i wear your cologn
but only cause im in the drag mood.
i dont miss you,
i dont need you,
so how
does this feeling come around when you do.
I have erased many of the ties
i had from you and my things,
the songs,
the icecaps.
moving on is the easiest thing to do
when you have a complete mind,
but i dont even know how
to read the jibberish my brain
prints out for intructions.
this could be easier,
if i could just break free.
you'll vanish sooner or later,
i just wish it was now,
and it was me tearing out your heart,
your voicebox,
your tears
and stomp them.
nice boys dont exist,
the coniving controling ones
hide under blue eyes and forced hugs.