Walk Away? But Thats Hard

I'm just a tired man who has had a lost to lose.
Just a sad old sack who has had too much abuse.
A martyr who allows you to use.
And a victim with a bad excuse for:

trying so many times;
wanting what was never mine;
putting my heart on the line
and letting you bite the bait for to long.

Oh I, and I know
that the only one to blame is myself
but you, oh you,
you should of showed more self control
if you knew. And you knew,
you didn't want to much from the get go.
Oh you, only you,
could get away and still keep me under your spell.

I'm just a tired man who has had a lost to lose.
Just a sad old sack who has had too much abuse.
A martyr who allows you to use.
And a victim with a bad excuse for:

giving more then I get;
putting you above all my friends;
letting you have all of my love
which wasn't enough, no, it was never enough.

And I, oh I know,
Its my fault for letting my heart have control
of me. Fuck me,
I cant stop myself from not giving up
on you. Oh you,
tried to be good but were meant for a kill.
Oh you, only you
could make me want a double dose of your pill.

I'm just a tired man who has had a lost to lose.
Just a sad old sack who has had too much abuse.
A martyr who allows you to use.
And a victim with a bad excuse for:

holding on to the past;
being blind but still skipping steps;
expecting to much from acting so rash;
tasting your cancer and wanting another drag.