The last one to be chosen for a game team, the last person to be asked to something, the last person for everything.
I am always the butt of everyones jokes, I am always the person that people call "just that girl."
I'm just the girl who doesn't have feelings.
I'm just the girl who is doesn't talk, because nobody cares what I have to say.
I am just that girl who could kill herself, and nobody would even care.
I am just that girl sitting by herself in the corner, because nobody wants to claim me as thier friend.
I am just that girl who was on the basketball team, who never got to play because I didn't have the "right last name."
I am just the girl who could be standing right next to you screaming, and nobody would even turn thier head to look at me.
I am just a girl who sometimes wonders why God uses her as a barbie doll to play with.
To humiliate.
I am just that girl who is constantly rejected.
I am just that girl who always gets the short end of the stick.
I am just that girl who lives everyday with a big smile on her face, pretending to be happy, when really shes bleeding inside.
I am just that girl, who would take a bullet for a complete stranger, and yet nobody would even take my body to a dumpster.
I could save the world, and life would continue without any recognition that I even did anything.
I could take a persons place in eternity in Hell, nobody would care. Not Satan, not even God.
I am like a invisable girl, but yet I get trampled on like a doormat every waking moment of my life. Wondering if this eternity of Hell will ever end.
Author notes
Was just venting. Poem is very true. I really could "I am just the girl who could be standing right next to you screaming, and nobody would even turn thier head to look at me." I really could " I am just that girl, who would take a bullet for a complete stranger, and yet nobody would even take my body to a dumpster. " And I really am "
I am like a invisable girl, but yet I get trampled on like a doormat every waking moment of my life. Wondering if this eternity of Hell will ever end."
This poem is all true, feel free to critize, I am used to it, happens everyday of my life.
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I can dig it :)
I can so dig it...growing up the poor kid, the disabled kid, and the overweight kid really makes childhood different sometimes. I can totally identify with this one, and you did an awesome job
Blessings,
Silver
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well that is a good way to sum it up lol not really sure what it sais
i wanted to say something nice
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Rise above it all
How sweet the feeling of redemption when the true balance of power is restored as your spirit rises above the endless swings of the old symbiotic pendulum.
Let the new you rise above the cluttered confines of a mind replete with self deprication, fullfill your destiny and rise like the true angel you can be for out there amongst the masses of the human throng there are souls who depend on you.
I like it, I like it so.
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and yet...
you are my princess now. I love you lots, Daddy
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omgooness.
This made me wanna cry.
I feel this way all of the time.
Such great emotion expressed throughout .
So sad . Sometimes even if you don't believe they are people who do care for you. It took me a really long time to see that. just know i am here if you wanna talk.
-Mandi
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Your going to hate me even more
-hugs u tightly- I love u so much Abby ur still always in my thoughts...i wish we still communicated and I wish i could just hold onto u forever and keep u from getting hurt...but obviously u don't want me in your life anymore so i will try my best to stay out of it if that is what u wish...but sometimes i'm still going to hug u and I am always going to love u and miss u -
Hey! Glad to see you on here again... This is so sad. I hope you don't feel like this all the time.
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Great poem Abby..i love how u present it..and i'm glad to see that you still write poetry...U might not like hearing from me i'm sorry...I would care if you died..and Abby ur still my sis and I still will always love you and help you if you need me...I wish I could take all your pain away i still pray for you every night..God bless u and take care
KayL
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omg this poem
is so me
i understand it completely
the words explain everything....
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