Middle of a Breakdown

In the winding up silence I can feel what I tried to hide
There are some things that won't stay buried deep inside
Pretending it doesn't exist and that you never lied
Doesn't help, from myself I can't hide

I'm in the middle of a break down, and you don't know
In the middle of a breakdown, watching my life go
I'm in the middle of a breakdown, going insane
In the middle of a breakdown, screaming your name

I can feel the pain and I can hear the words
Did you know you could cause such hurt?
By the way you are the reason I cease to smile
I told you you would leave after a short while

I'm in the middle of a break down, and you don't know
In the middle of a breakdown, watching my life go
I'm in the middle of a breakdown, going insane
In the middle of a breakdown, screaming your name

Battered and bruised, broken and used
Dammit I feel so fucking confused
I can't breathe, my lungs won't take in the air
Why the hell did I believe you truly cared?!?

I'm in the middle of a break down, and you don't know
In the middle of a breakdown, watching my life go
I'm in the middle of a breakdown, going insane
In the middle of a breakdown, screaming your name

I told you I would never change
Told you I would always stay the same
You just laughed and pushed it away
Just like you pushed me away today

I'm in the middle of a break down, and you don't know
In the middle of a breakdown, watching my life go
I'm in the middle of a breakdown, going insane
In the middle of a breakdown, screaming your name