W.R.a.T.H.

There was once a time in my life,
when I never kept a frown.
I was always a kind hearted soul,
who was a joy and a pleasure to be around.

I once had a certain sense of tranquility about me,
that not even the stiffest of critics couldn't deny.
It was strange even to me how I attracted these type of people,
but I guess it was because I always had a natural optimistic high.

I was once eager to invite any and all into my life,
so long as their trust and friendship were concrete.
I had such high hopes in meetin my other half,
prayin that we will one day make our partially whole hearts complete.

But now that optimism is dead and gone,
never to return to me again.
The same glimmer that I strongly believed would bring me happiness,
has done nothin more than caused me an endless amount of pain.

The so called "friends" I thought I had beside me,
impaled my soul with a rusted and bloody knife.
Their lies and deceit has killed off any piece of social recovery that survived,
and spun it into a stoned heart scarred by strife.

The doors that were once opened to all have permanently been sealed,
vowing never again to allow none after them in.
The betrayal brought by the search for my soulmate,
blackened my character and well being with sin.

I am a heart of gold turned to stone,
willingly ignoring all that I once held precious and sacred.
I now walk this life bringin chaos and sufferin to all,
With Revenge And Tremendous Hatred.