The ageless wonder pulled further away
I couldn't stand it another day
the thought of you walking away was killing me
but I'm not gonna let you bring me down
I know you enjoy standing above me and watching me drown
I can see you crave the adolensence
the bullshit girls who just can't handle it
I won't allow you to dismantle me
you can't control me
I am not your trophy
I am not meant to just look good for your benefit
You stand loud and proud upon your pedistal
Well I'm about to knock you down
You think you're so strong
but you are so wrong
I will be the one to revoke your freedom
as you have done to me
You're the biggest liar I have ever met
Loving you is my biggest regret
I should have just walked away
but now I love in vain
Everyone is sick of your analytical bs
a mental illness eating away at you
you plead for me to save you but I don't know what to do
There's no cure for loser last time I checked
you're life's biggest reject
I'm suprised you're still living
for someone who plays others so greatly
doesn't deserve to
I know what to do
never come back you
it's always a game to you
but I won't be fooled
not this time and not again
I'm suprised you think you are even worth being my friend
you turned my life worse than bad
cyncial and revoke
all I could do is breathe this air and I choke
I doubt I could ever love you again
sometimes I believe I would be better off if you were dead
I need you out of my life
God damnit just go
I hope you enjoy your life being the biggest man whore
sleeping around is all you're ever good for
there's no way in hell you're husband material
you're just another sick and twisted mentally fucked up criminal
invade my mind and I will fight
the battle will last forever and you will fail
lose drink the boose and bash your head into the wall
you lost the best thing this world ever handed you
and you chose to walkaway
so don't you ever tell me this is my fault
that's I'm the reason you are mental insane
you chose to be this way
you can offer your hand and begg for me to return
but I won't take it this time, I won't allow you to watch me burn
emptiness within your hollow mind
don't ever tell me you love me again
you don't understand the meaning of that word
my mother was right all along
you make yourself look big and tall
when in actuallity you are quite small
you're nothing more than a snake
preying on helpless women for you to take
thank god you left me
and hopefully now you see
that there will never be a you and me
not now
and never again
this IS guaranteed to be the end
I'm letting you go, letting you down
falling apart as I am forced to watch you drown
but I don't see the power in this
when you watched me
sorry I'm not insane like you
I'm not reguritating the examples inside my brain
You are the vampire
draining the life out of me
but I cut off your source
and I won't watch you fall into despare
I'm standing above you now
watching this world you have turned rotten
cold hearted and spotten
you hid yourself beneathe your core
damn right you're a useless tool
pull me under in the pool
can't swim and you are growing thin
my heart is growing small
I've been through it all
seen the crown knocked off the king
heard the fat lady sing
acted as if I really cared
pretended I felt something there
but there was nothing and I no longer care
what happens to you happens wherever
we are not going to last forever
so I'm gonna make my life worth living
and live it to the best
but you'll stay in your little hole like all the rest.
If you ever need me you know where to find me
look up at night
I'm one of the stars shining ever so bright
Thanks to you I know I can live my life, and forever you have known
if you ever need a place, with me you will always have a home
in the heart you broke long ago
of the girl who finally decided to let you go.
good enough>?
Comments
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WOW
This is raw and harsh as all hell. One big ass Diss in that poem. You are a BAMF. A Bad ASS MUTHER FUCKER. you realy told this dude to fuck off.
"I've been through it all
seen the crown knocked off the king
heard the fat lady sing
acted as if I really cared
pretended I felt something there
but there was nothing and I no longer care"
That is amazing, you kick ass girl.
Johnny



