Dear someone

there are times when i believe you
and there are times wheni  dont
it just seems all to fake

all the effort i have put in,
to try and make this work
yet i feel so unappreciated

will you make an effort?
ever?

i  dont know how i still feel this way ,
but i do
still... after the hurt and agony
that you ahve put me through

you've told me that you dont deserve me
and that i can do better
yet i dont want better

i wonder sometimes do you
really love me like you say you do?
i question myself daily and i  ask you
and you say that you do,you really do

why do i still wonder?
i want to believe yoou
but i just dont think i can

i love you,
i love you like i never loved anyone before
you meanthe world to me

could you really do all this to me?