so what's new?
me being two extremes?
one time I'm cruel
and another, I'm kind
I need two things
all at once
I don't know
if I'm supposed to feel
or if it's supposed to hurt at all
but one thing I'm sure of is,
I'm sick of chicken,
and I'm sick of food,
I'm fed up of believing
out of faith
in someone, I feels
has abandoned me
I want to explain how I feel
or maybe stop feeling it
but the more I lay in bed
and the worse things get,
the more I want to give up,
pack my bags,
quit my job
and just leave.
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Today, I almost convinced myself.
