Another One

I sit there and wonder what I did wrong/Did I miss the notes, the key to the song
Has this been the problem all along/And are you serious
Or does the lack of sleep make you delirious/Please God, just put the fear in us
Again, cause I've got nothing to gain/Anything I reach for I never obtain
It's always a smoking disaster/Suffocating Paris of plaster
And the fumes, they make me lose focus/And this situation makes me lose hope, thus
Without further ado/I introduce to you
The one, the only/the mad, and the lonely/the broken and bruised, the real and phony
So throw me, or cast my heart over ships and seas/If any allies remain, it is I they will seize
World war seven, is it over?/I deny all the reasons for needing a clover
But in our heart to heart, is it that I ache most for/But closed doors
Behind them what stays under wraps/the secrets or mishaps?/what makes it this and not that
What makes it want to bleed on me/and marry my veins so truth I do see
And I come to you, you've beckoned please/and it's your sighs and soft hums that keep me at ease
Relax, take it easy you've had a lot on your mind/maybe the beating has had enough time
Or maybe the time has had enough beating/A penny for your thoughts if I swear I'm not cheating
Oh bless that dear soul that comes to the clearing/how they raise lights in the sky and all do run fearing
No simple worries or task do fall unto them/ Only tears wrapped in silk, they will have to undo them
The wails and the cries of the hearts that hold fast/Hold the memories that reason hopes with the past
But all the begging or wishing never stops the well/Nor sobs or pleas ever stop the Hell
But it is with such pleasure I bring you a smile/ a peace shortly calming to refill the vile
Hands that held tears and those tears that held hands/That cycle of forgiveness that kills the demands
Ache dear heart, I allow, but never shall you slumber/Kindness wait in line, patience lose a number