Betrayal

Haha.
Its Funny How they think they can fool you.
How they believe that they actually loved you.
How they embraced you out of pure pity.
Cried with you, only to pity you.
They thought you were such a sad person.
You needed their love.
You know you dont need them.
You never did & never will.
Theyre the ones that need the pity.
They made you feel welcome.
Made you feel special.
Loved.
Cared for.
All they do is lie.
Thats all they are capable of.
Youre not special to them.
Youre just another fucked up kid.
They dont give a shit what they do to you.
You always hunt for your revenge but you know,
You could NEVER do what they did.
Or hurt them in any way.
Because you are the only one capable of truly loving.
Truly never quitting.
Truly caring.
You try.
And You try harder.
The harder you try to please them, the less they are pleased.
The less perfect you become.
They fed you tainted words.
Words tainted with deceit.
Lies & deceit.
Thats all they can give you.
They say they love you truly & always.
Sweetheart, Dont believe them.
I made the mistake of finally accepting their love.
And it was thrown back at me with pain.
Unnatural pain.
No one should have to go through this.
No one should die inside slowly while others live on.
No one should have to suffer through False Backstabbing Love.
Its a dagger through your shattered heart.
They twist & push the dagger deeper.
Never letting you go.
Let love alone.
Believe NO ONE.
They dont really care.
My darling, Its only pity they feel for you.
First its pity for you & when that slows, they move on.
They feel that deep pity for another.
It is NOT love.
Love is a myth.
Love is overrated.
Love is nothing.
Listen to me.
They will tear your bleeding heart from your chest.
They will rip it to shreds & set it aflame.
They will watch it Burn & smile.
As you die at their feet, Ripped to shreds by all the lies.
They will laugh because, they will live on.
They will be happy you are gone.
They will rejoice in your ashes.
Smiling & happy & living.
While you are forever numb.
Forever full of hate.
You CAN fake love.
You CAN fake anything.
But at night you feel nothing.
You are empty inside.
Never again yourself.
Your life is over.
Your friends will leave you.
They dont want a lifeless corpse.
No one will ever be able to fix you because you wont let them.
You will tell yourself you will never be hurt again.
You will be forever dead.
Take Heed Princess.
Let no one touch your heart.
Let no one into your precious dreams.
Let no one give you their false love.
Watch for them.
They will only betray you.
They will murder your trust.
Your life.
Your love.
Your happiness.