Forget Perfect

Forget perfect, im just trying not to be worthless.
Ever since she left me ive been looking for a purpose.

Ive been told to just leave it alone, it will be ok.
Shut the fuck up! I dont care what you say.

I tried so hard and this is how she thanks me?
Bend me over, say smile, then fucking spanks me.

I try to keep it together but im falling apart.
I cant breathe no more, she stole my heart.

Forget perfect, im just trying to survive.
So tell me the truth. Am I dead or am i alive?

So, if i leave it alone will I not be alone?
Will i have someone so I dont have to do it on my own?

No, i dont think so. You dont know. Stop acting like im your lover.
Im diffrent now that she left me, but i still love her.

Fighting the fear so hard im scaring myself,
i think its time to admit that i need some help.

Forget perfect, im just trying to forget.
How what you give isnt always what you get.

I say take what you want then leave while you can.
Cause if you stay with it youll cease to be a man.

maybe im just being a little bit prejeduce.
but i dont think even i deserve all of this.

Let me know how it works out with you and your girl.
ill still be here saying fuck you, and fuck the world.