i'm terrified...
i'm confused...
i'm turned on...
if i have to give you up, i will forget you forever.
and never will i know for sure if all that happened between you and i was a dream, nightmare, other figment of my over active imagination, or truly reality.
i will not bear to look upon your things for i couldn't stand the struggle of trying to determine how'd they come into my possession. so i'd burn them or hide them, like i did his.
the hours, weeks, months spent talking with you, kissing you, enjoying you shall be lost.
for this i am truly sorry.
whenever i lose people or bad tings happen i can block them out w/out meaning to, so i can't remember them.
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Woww, I'm going through a similar situation.
It's really hard and confusing, and this piece explains in such simple, honest words. It's amazing how you've managed to capture something so abstract and put it down on paper.
Loveely.
I loved this!
<3

