Door To Failure

You look atme as if you do not see
Everything boiling inside of me.
You walk with me nearly everyday
But its clear you don't want to stay.

What I am is not normal
What I am cannot completely be explained.

I am the empath who doesn't feel everyone's emotions
But knows they're there.
I am the schizophrenic who hears no voices
But know they're there, speaking horrid things.

I am the tear that's not there
But knows it wants to fall.
For every trick you play
I throw myself against the wall.
For every word you speak
Your eyes say more.

But for me...
I am the door to failure
You so wrongly chose to open...