I want to kill myself, deplete my health
Am I the only one who wants to get out of this hell?
I know I'm gonna get throw in jail
or so cut up you can post me in the mail
because I like males and self harm tales.
I love to cut my arms to see the harm
see my skin split as its cut in half
don't barf, I've got more to explain about this form of art
I just cut my legs so I feel calm.
I had anger boiling up inside
but now I feel the warmth of tricking blood:
I have back my pride
I always do it in a secret place, never the face
I cant stand people pestering me
What happened here? More cuts Steve?
You will never understand unless you do it yourself
feel the red river flow, feel the pain grow
and all the pent up emotions go.
sometimes, once or twice I've gone too deep
and the bloods seeped through my sheets
as I've fallen to sleep
That's when my parents realised and start crying
always the same they don't help just start shouting
"Stop self harming"
Ill never stop! I don't want to!
I look at my body and feel an impulse
to create more art, release more pain
this isn't for you, its my self port rate
Comments
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Very powerful.
Pain has won and claims her prize in the blood of the misunderstood and fearful. The loss of a life prematurely is the loss of opportunity for that soul to grow through the ordeals of life. Life is not always pleasant, that’s the domain of an after life or paradise, the soul can only obtain peace or grace by experiencing sin and choosing truth, the choice is ours the lessons and timing are God's. Suicide is not an answer, it is the result of a lack of answers and is impulsive and nonretractable. Your words took stage and treated the reader to a glimpse of your world and a peek at your soul.
Check out another of my poems called "Separate Your Pains", you may like it also. Thanks for your great review and good luck in life.
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O liked this one alot
it reminds me of me sooo soo much
everytime i look
at my arms
its like i want to cut and cut until i die
its like my own art!
My mom always tells me to get surgery
to get rid of them
but i dont want to i made them!
I should be abel to keep them right?
I really liked this one!
it was a great write
Sincerly
~Emogirlinpain
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