Dreams

What do dreams mean
And why does this one have such a power over me
Overtaking me
And everything I thought myself to be
I know it wasn't real
But at the same time it's destroying me

Trying  to find the meaning of this illusion
Trying see what this dream is meant to show
So maybe I'll return some of my sanity

Hurting this bad is reprimanding me
Stumbling this bad is breaking me
How can something I'm born to do tear me down like this

What do dreams mean
And why does this one have such a power over me
Overtaking me
And everything I thought myself to be
I know it wasn't real
But at the same time it's destroying me

Is it trying to tell me that I should get away now while I still can
or to be careful of how far I push him away
Does it mean he'll choose someone over me
or that I don't mean as much to him anymore

I don't know what to think of this mental projection
Is it just reflecting my worst fear
or am I just paranoid
I am lost in my own little allegation

Come find me and save me from my own memory