Love & Hate

How come whenever I think about you...
my heart beats faster?
Yet whenever I see a picture of you...
all I can think is "Bastard."

The way I feel for you now...
is like love and hate.
I hate you with all my passion...
yet I know you're my soulmate.

I feel like you betrayed me...
like you took what we had, and threw it away.
But then I think back to when we were in love...
and I can't help but blush anyway.

You were my love and my life...
you were everything in my heart.
But then you crushed it...
and tore it apoart.

My love for you...
is too strong to handle.
Yet I know it's dimming...
like a flame on a candle.

And now here I am...
waiting for my love to be through.
So all that'll be left...
is my undying hatred for you.